Sometimes my brain does this thing and starts over analyzing what needs not to be analyzed at all. Things like this should not control my mind, my mood, or my day. And today I am not going to let it.

"Come lay with me. I wanna talk about nothing with someone that means something."

The feeling when you’re on Facebook and under the ‘people you may know’ is the bride of the first wedding you shot, and her profile picture is a picture you took at her wedding. Well it’s a pretty cool feeling.

Today I remembered to continue to keep hate out of my heart.

I miss you. So why am I so nervous to try to do anything about that? I guess I’m scared of hearing a negative response.

"They will keep me up,
the sounds you are not making,
the arms I can’t hold."

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This year has taught me a lot about what it means to be happy. I’m the happiest I’ve ever been, and because of no one but myself. I used to hope happiness would stay. Now I know I decide that. It’s hard. But I can feel that I give off better energy than I ever have before. All I want is to give positive energy. That is my goal. I’m trying and slowly doing better one day at a time.

Counting down to august 10th because I will have the house to myself for a couple of days.

Didn’t want to wake up from my dream because I was actually spending time with you in it.

Always nice to talk to you.

Something I like about my new job is that no ones knows me. Expect for one person and we were friends before working there. I’m probably going to keep it that way. My last job gave me enough bad experiences to not feel the need to make friends with anyone outside of work. I mean maybe if I get along with someone really well but I like going to work and no one knows anything about my life that they don’t need to know.

I miss feeling the touch of someone.

"My hands cover you
and your skin feels nothing else.
We can take all night."