Why pay attention if you’re not going to give your attention?

So now I want a tilt-shift lens.

Today I went to a lecture and I’m so very glad. It was far better than I thought. One of those lectures you leave thinking. It was a photographer talking about his time documenting those who migrate from the south into America. It was very thought provoking and I cannot even begin to try to write about it without writing way too much. It made really want to have a discussion about what I saw/learned/forgot I already knew. We live in such a self centered culture and it’s so sad.

I want to share myself with someone in a way I never have, and I want that person to share himself with me. So weird to think I’m ready to do this but don’t know who it will be.

I’ll have the house to myself for a couple of days again soon, and I can’t wait.

May Peace Prevail on Earth

A week later and I visited this place again. Shared this place with a friend. I want to share it with more.

“Please listen to it,
the begging of your body,
it wants me closer.” — Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson (via tylerknott)

I believe that
your soul

and
my soul

are
very

old friends.

” — Mandeq Ahmed, “Mates”  (via lovequotesrus)

“The words are heavy on my tongue. I don’t want to share them with anyone but you.” — You Don’t Want to Listen Anymore (#656: September 16, 2014)

I used to think missing someone was the worst feeling in the world. Now I look at it differently. It’s nice to know that someone touched your soul enough to long for their presence. And if the day comes when you get to see this person it’s a wonderful feeling that’s usually worth the wait. There’s nothing like the feeling of seeing someone you’ve missed for the first time in a long time.

“Take all my secrets,
I have no use for them now,
no skeletons left.” — Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson (via tylerknott)

“Wanted by many. Taken by none. Looking at some. Waiting for one.” —

I’m going to deactivate my Facebook again. I was thinking of getting rid of my twitter but there are accounts I enjoy following, honestly a I follow a lot of people I don’t care to read their tweets. I like Instagram, come on I’m a photographer why wouldn’t I?

I hate social media because of what it has done to the way people interact. Oh we’re friends on Facebook because you was to stay in touch? They why have you never actually stayed in touch? Why can’t you just text or call me? Is that too real?

I won’t lose the people I care about. And whenever I meet a guy that is not part of social networks, or has a small presence, I find them so much more intriguing. And they make more of an effort to actually spend time with you.

So I’m watching house hunters, because I love hgtv, and this episode is based in Montana and wow I never knew how beautiful it is there. This year is the first time I realized I would totally be okay to move out of state. But only if I had someone to move with.

I want to see you so bad 😏😔