Btw is it weird at not even 24 I feel like I don’t have the energy for bars? At least the type of bar I went to tonight.
It sucks when you dream of or about what you want to forget. It gets stuck in your mind for a couple days.
I always feel like I’m waiting. And I’m tired of it. Waiting for this semester to be over because it’s a lot of work. Waiting to be done with school because I’m over being in college. Waiting for the week to be over because I have a lot to do. Waiting for someone to come into my life because I’m lonely. Waiting, always waiting. I need to just stop. Maybe just try to deal with what I have. People are always saying once you stop waiting things come to you. Who knows.
You know what I want? I really want to go one a date. It’s been over two years since the last actual, real, and sweet date I went on. I’m just missing one thing, a date. haha.
It’s been months. Too long. I will probably have to wait awhile. Frustrated I guess you could say.